I don’t want it to leave

I stayed up all night, I was restless in bed. I’m running on about 1 hour right now. I feel no doubt of salvation, no sadness, pain, nor anger. Those who’ve hurt me I hear no grudge against. I pray that the most wicked men repent and turn to Christ. I don’t want it to end

I’m so happy to see the brethren at church, I deserve to be destroyed for all the grumbling I’ve done against the almighty. Grace is not getting what we deserve.