Conflicting Thoughts

I read in an article that the author was always obsessed over the warning passages of Scripture and every verse about unbelievers applied to her. I understood her completely, it’s as if I could meditate on these dreadful passages with no sense of assurance myself. Like holding a bomb you don’t know will detonate, in […]

Carelessness

I saw research from Karolinska Institute showing that OCD patients are 10 times more likely to commit suicide. As I’ve mentioned before the term ocd is used so loosely that such research can be shocking. Concerning my life before I was saved when I was around 19-20 I recall my desire was to die before […]

A Desperate Prayer

It was to my astonishment while reading The Bible that I saw different prophets asked God to take their lives or simply to kill them. Suicide was un-thinkable for a prophet or any believer so a request to have The Almighty cut them off was made. Job, Elijah, and Moses asked God to do this […]

What is madness?

Madness means to be mentally ill or insanity itself (doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result.) I chose this blog “HOPE IN MADNESS” so I can shed awareness on OCD and Scrupulosity or “religious OCD” which I cannot think of a worse mental torment for a human being to suffer. The […]