I feel sorrow for this world genuinely, I see the insurmountable pain and how people want to die every day in this life moving through work trying to provide. The tears, agony, pain, even when you have all you need you’re met with an abyss that stares back and God just sitting there.
If I had assurance 100% I knew once we did it if I were to receive divine revelation affirming such is so I would host an event where anyone can join that is tired of this life and we can all kill ourselves and be free from it all only if I knew we’d go to heaven and in some insurmountable grace Christ spared us.
I’m over the cognitive reasoning of staying positive in my heart that would be my greatest joy to know that anyone with these afflictions can finally just depart from this world a’ last. Unfortunately it’s not right but in my eyes it’s a delusional dream I’ve soberly meditated on. I don’t encourage anyone to take their life but I know their pain.
And for those who have such harsh rhetoric about it and the usual pray about it jargin and just rejoice you live with this for a year and see how long you last and your end will probably be you swimming in your own blood dead because you’ve lost your mind and couldn’t handle it. “I didn’t realize it was like this.” Yeah it’s always too late huh?
Oh that you would keep silent, and it would be your wisdom! -Job 13:5
